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    我还在刻意的要自己哭一场

    我还在刻意的要自己哭一场
    大哭一场
    生活中除了傻样 就是笑
    哭这个概念 再次又冒了出来 这几天很是强烈
    但苦与现在的生活并没有太多感动和不幸
    算是安逸和现实的多了
    …………
    我问大姐你记得上次哭是什么时候吗
    大姐说就上个月 自己有点抑郁 上楼叫老刘开门 老刘在睡觉 没听见 自己一个人在外面突然感到很害怕 自己一个人坐在楼梯上半个多小时 然后才漫漫去打电话给老刘……
    其实很早以前  应该是半年前  就在空间上说过 我想大哭一场 到今天 也没有实现
    其实我知道自己很想被感动一场 但现在的生活缺少感动 有时候也在想 自己是不是太不那个味了……
    所以为了安慰自己 虚伪的要自己哭一场后 来证明点什么
    ……
    我只是不想让自己对一个情感失去的太久 太陌生 不免觉的自己好失败……
    我想到了 就算刻意了
    ………………………………………………………………………………
    晚上和大姐 老刘一起去吃香辣虾
    大姐说那里的泡菜和花生好吃 惟独海鲜难吃 还跟我讲了她们上次去的时候  发生的一段笑话 把我搞疯了
    看来只能明天回去了 但回去学校就是放假了 星期5没课 错！好象有个音乐考试什么的
    差点忘记 乖乖
    ……………………
     
    5:45 PM | Blog it | 生活

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    wang biscuitwrote:
    有时候我自己也会感觉到对生活的无奈，人生来就是为拉解决困难而生的～～
    Nov. 1

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